Monday, November 8, 2010

Praise God from whom all blessing flow

I'm really happy. I just can't get over it. I think when you've felt horrible for such a long period of time, when you are finally happy again- it's amplified even more.

I haven't been this happy in a long time, maybe ever. That might seem extreme, and perhaps it is- but I just feel so great.

I still think its a dream though. I keep waiting for someone to pinch me. For the rug to get pulled out from under my feet. I'm happy and excited, but still somewhat doubtful, because I'e become used to disappointment. Maybe I should just let myself be happy and enjoy this.

I am so thankful that God gives me these blessings in my life. Its amazing how when you think you're life can't get any worse, He has something better in store for you. I'm so glad I can finally see clearly now.

Thank you God. For the people in my life- family and friends, the way You provide, and the blessings You give me constantly even though I don't deserve them. Thank You for showing me what I need and what I don't need. Thank You for reminding me how special I am and how amazing You are. Thank You God for giving me life.